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Don't leave any lights on.

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 07:53:26 GMT

College and the homework it brings has consumed the majority of my social life.
The rest is taken up by the time I spend outside of the house, seeing friends and living a life.
The internet has lost its luster for me [3.5 weeks without update should justify that], it was a slow process, but I find that I can hardly spend an hour at a time on here unless I have some kind of purpose, such as homework.

If we met on Gaia, I no longer post there.
If we met on Myspace, I check every other day or so, but have stopped replying to most comments.
And if we met else where, well, there you go?

Still around, kind of.
Actually I'm on Facebook a good deal of the time, as most if not all of my I.R.L. friends are on there as well.
So if you so desire, you can find me there.

Other than that, I'm not sure if how long it'll be till I come back.
Not that anyone but me reads it? :'D

Stoked on life.
Have a bit of a distaste for forums these days.
Still wouldn't mind hearing from you.

That is all C;

- Jo

Remember that time we fell in love?

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 14:44:34 GMT

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<33333333333333333

Life, I'm pretty impressed with you right now. :]

NOT THE AMOUNT OF WORK I NEED TO DO SUNDAY-TUESDAY

But everything else, yes. <333

KEEP IT UP. :D

Home sweet...wait what?

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 05:18:03 GMT

I came home for the weekend~

Some shit went down Friday night in Lethbrdige, so I just wanted to get away for a little while; and came home for a visit. :3
I'm glad I did, everything is pretty much just how I left it; only my room is like completely bare. :'D;;

Not a lot to report really. I have a few new friends who I really am getting into - I love all of my classes and I get along with all of my professors. I'm really into the work and subjects we're covering too, which is a welcomed change.

Earlier today I saw "Shoot 'em Up" with my dad and David - I was reluctant to see it as usually I'm not one for gooey-er films.
Buuuuuuuuuuut, this kicked a lot of ass! 8D
I'm glad I went, and if you haven't seen it I would suggest it - good times had all around,

Other than thatttt, life is pretty dull? XD
I'm going to do some partying with Stephanie this coming weekend so maybe I'll have more to type out then e we;;;

Laterrr. e xe;

O wwwO!!!

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 22:27:31 GMT

Edwardo just caught his own fly.

All by himself.

I'm so proud.

e we <33333333333333333333333333

All the small things

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 06:17:15 GMT

First day of classes today! :0
But I'm going to go through all my events thus far living here, and get to that in a miiinuuuute. e 3e

SO FIRST DAY.

I move in and my parents make friends with my roomies before I'm even in the door. My first impression of them wasn't so good, because they seemed the paris-hilton stuck up types. . __.;; And were friends before moving in, so I automatically felt like the third wheel.
Anyways fas forward, we unpack various things in my room - go to shopping to collect some things and then I say goodbye to everyone.

As soon as my mom leaves the front step and drives away, my neighbors - who were outside at the time, were like "Wanna come over for a drink? 8D" So I was like "...o wo....Okay. :3" They were so nice. XD~

Renee is a country girl, who like country music and cowboys.
And Yenne [Jen] is a exchange student from Finland who smokes with a lust for cancer and loves to meet people. XD
They were both really nice, and then I met the third girl [WHOS' NAME I DON'T RECALL DSKJGLGDSGFDS] And she was really kind too.

AND MEL TOTALLY LIVES WITH THEM. SO WE'RE RIGHT NEXTDOOR TO EACH OTHER.
She's Megz' and I mutual friend, but we're becoming close so it's awesome. e we~ She's preggers with her fiances' baby - his name is Dean and he taught me poker. And I beat him the first real game we played. XD
Only I can't mention it because he's still sore over it. > wwww>;;;

Anyways, then I met my fourth roommate, Al - who is an RA and is really nice. Oh yeah, and one of the paris hilton-type girls' name is Frankie, and she's not really like that at all. She's actually really kind. But I'm still shakey on...the fourth roomie whos' name escapes me right now.
ANYWAYS.

So next day.

In the evening I go out with Mel, Dean, Renee, Jen, Sala [another girl from Finland] and Ana....something - who is ALSO from finland. We go to the running track and coolies, which is really pretty. o wo;;
I'll take pictures and stuff and post them but they're pretty much a bunch of really deep hills, and on the edge is the tack/obstical course that Correction [myself] and Police students run.

So after that we have poker night at Mels' place with everyone except my roomies [again] and Renee [she went out with friends and came home totally loaded. XD] and the addition of Brandon, Mels' cousin - who is hilarious.
So time passes and poker turns to conversation and one by one people go to sleep, Mel was the last to go to bed at Midnight leaving Brandon, Dean and myself in a house none of us actually lived in. XD [I guess Dean kinda does, all things concidering] but we were there an extra 2 hours just talking and telling jokes, it was really awesome. XDDD

All next day I pretty much rested and got ready for school.

ANDTHENSCHOOOOOL.

Classes were awesome, I had Gym, Ethics and Socialization Skills and Into to Sociology - I really love college so far. And the professers [who prefer if we use their first names] are all really nice.

I made friends at lunch with some kids from my class, one girl in particular named Jennifer who's funny. e we~
AND THEN I CAME HOME AND SLEPT.
Cause wow I was dead tired.

Then I went to wal-mart with Mel and weeeee...well it was fun. XD;;;
Did you know McDicks has "McChicken sauce"? It's gross.

AND NOW I'M HERE.
Cutos if you actually got this far. e we~

I'm going to be pretty busy with school and what not, so probably not a lot of updates. e we
But I'll be on myspace and those of you who have my cell, feel free to call. :B

OKAYBYE.

- jo

...

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 05:28:41 GMT

I didn't really realize how hard it would be.
Or how much I would cry.
Or even that it be my little brother who finally brought it all into perspective.

I'm really, really going to miss everyone.

Undead son 'uva bitch

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 05:21:09 GMT

That is all.

woahshit

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 21:51:22 GMT

LUNA SEA IS MAKING A COMEBACK.

-shitsabrick-

ALSO
I MOVE IN 6 DAAAAAAAAAYS.
LJFDS;JKFLSD;JFSDL

; www; <333

lifeisogoodrightnow.

I get around.

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 09:41:27 GMT

This week has beeeeeennnn, for lack of a better term - a total gong-show.

I don't really care to dive into a deep and thoughtful review of the best seven days worth or events, because it's not something I really want to come back and see. :'D

I'm feeling better, though.
I think.

No I am.

11 days until I haul ass out of this city, and stick my flag into new - unscathed soil.
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I think it just hit me today that I'm really leaving.
Megz asked me casually over coffee how many more days I had and as I ticked them off in my head I came to the sudden realization I had more or less a week and a had left here.

Granted I'll be able to come back on some weekends and holidays, but I wouldn't hold my breath on that first part.

I don't know if it's my lack of patience, or if I'm just a shitty friend - but with the exception of a number of people [a number which I can count on one hand] I really want to get away from everyone.

In my mind it's justified, but then again - so is a lot of shit that apparently isn't very nice.

But whatevs.
I like were I am.

Even if I'm not there yet.

- Jo~

What a dizzy dance.

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 00:42:57 GMT

Uggghmyface.

It's swollen and stiff and dlfs;kgldfkgfd;kgdf just no good.

I hate feeling useless, and this is the worst.
I can barely eat solid foods, it's so dumb.

But I have medications and all that shit, so I guess it can only get better.

On a side note.
I really want to dig deep.

I wish I was better at letting go.
At getting over.

Any tips? . __.

- Jo

Sometimes you can't make it on your own.

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:09:41 GMT

So I have surgery Friday. c:

Nothing major so it's cool, but I'm still going to be out of commission for a few days, so I figure I'll update now because I'll be busy all day tomorrow.

I've got my schedual for college! 8D
It's so radddd sdlfkds;kfsdl;kfsd;lkfsd I'M SO STOOOAAKKKEEEDDD.

The earliest I start is 8:30 - and the latest is 10:00
But I'm out at 3:20 every day. c:

So I'm pretty sure I'll be able to find myself a part time job after awhile to make some casssshmooooneeeyyy. [I was watching Yo' Mama' - sorry.]

Other than that, not much to update with. . _.;

I'm broke
I'm excited
I'm standing on my own
And I'm pretty sure my dog just pee'd on my bed.

God damnit.

- Jo

They only get what they deserve.

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 02:02:44 GMT

I'm dead fucking tired of hearing how wrong I am.

How I can't do this, shouldn't do that.

Won't be able to do one thing, Should be able to another.

Can't make it on my own, Will regret my choices.

What's even more aggravating is all these poison-soaked arrows to the heart come from my mother.
Every last one.

You know, that one person who should support you no matter what.
The one who lets you spread your wings, without restraints and disapproving tones.

I leave in three weeks.
Thank God.

But I really don't know how much more I can roll over and nod my head to until I finally rip her one way an down another.

Ugh.

ESITMATED VALUE: .O3 cents.

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 11:23:26 GMT

OH LOL Y HULO THAR LJ BUDDIE

Time rolls up.

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 07:17:26 GMT

I haven't updatteddd in foreverrrrrr.

Not 'cause my life is boring or anything, actually I've been having a grand old time, I just don't give two shits about the internet anymore. 8D;
Besides the fact that it's and endless supply to my music addiction [Which is grown quite serious, I'm pleased to say.] I can't really spend more than 20 minutes on my favorite sites without getting bored. It's all old news, but, such is the story with life I supposseeee.

My room is finally finished. We have new floors, new carpet, new paint, I have all new posters up - s'pretty rad.
I don't think I'll leave my room unless I'm going out. Or going to the bathroom - Though I suppose I could always purchase myself a chamber pot.

I KID. I KID.
I think.

I finished reading Harry Potter, yeah - the seventh book.
DON'T GET YOUR FUCKING HEART IN A PANIC, I'M NOT GIVIN' ANYTHING AWAY.

But it's defiantly my favorite of all seven, that's some emotional shit right there - that is.
Its was brilliantly written, and I don't think I could have asked for better close when it came to the end. Readers won't be disappointed I'm sure.

Also - If you ever, ever, EVER - here me talking about house sitting again, fucking cunt-punt me or something, I don't know why I accepted for a third time. I really hate this damned stink-hole.
STIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK.

'Cept the kitties are cute.

Uuuuh what else? I move in a month now.
I'm so fucking pummmmmpppeeedddd. I hope my room-mates are chill.
Or at least one is.
If not, I'll just do my best to creep them out with late night calls to cell phones and left up toilet seats.
Pure evil, I know. :]

I still haven't gotten a cell phone.
I really don't want one.
But going away, plus no phone lines in the dorms...yeah, I'm kinda out of options.
I need to get my learners too.

flgf;djkgld;gfd;l wtttfffff.

Oh well whatever, all in due time I guess.

Kay I'm off too...I don't know, lurk the internet more.
God I hate this place.

Later~

Jo. c:

Wash it all off.

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 00:56:07 GMT

MMMMMM....MMMAHAHA...AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA.

Okay sooo.

I love life. I think.

No I do.

I think.

Well as it is, I love it right now.
And tomorrow that might change.
And that's okay.

BUT RIGHT NOOOOW.

I love life.

And I love work. Except Dyann. Bitch. >:[

And I love my friends.

And even though I don't know who I am, I at least know who I'm not.

And I won't won't won't keep playing the victim.

My mullet is growing to long.

I've spent so long firmly looking outside me.

I've spent so much time living in survival mode.

It's hard for me not to care. And maybe care isn't even the right word.
As much as I would not like to.

June...or July?
Which month will make it a year?

Maybe it's August, I've lost all tack of time.

Fast forward another year from now when nobody knows except for the four of us.
Hell, maybe we won't even remember.

But I think you've already washed your hands clean of all of this.
And that's okay.

I still think your funny.
I still think your cute.
And, I still don't understand how you squeeze into those pants and still manage to get an erection.
Seriously. Baffled. Totally baffled.

Good luck yo. Try not to wrap yourself into to much drama.
You always said you hated it, but I think secretly, maybe even subconsciously, you brought it on yourself.

UGGGGH.

SERIOUSLY.

LONG. MULLET.

I KEEP PLAYING WITH IT.

BUT I'M WAAAAAY TO CHICKEN-SHIT TO CUT IT MYSELF.

fdjkfhgf;kljhgf;jhfglk

I think I get to see Ryan tomorrow.
Yay.

And I'm moving in...two months now, I think.
OH MY GOD LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE.

New layout, again?

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 05:45:45 GMT

I wasn't happy with the Kyo one, it's layout bothered my eyes.

So now I have D'espairsray. c:

I haven't updated lately because I'm constantly working, or busy being disgusted with people.

People who have the audacity to label me their friend.
People who claim to have a backbone.
People who act like they're know-it-all shit.

Buuuuut can't tell me, face to face, how they really feel? What they really think?

Get the fuck over yourselves. Ugh, fucking disgusting.

I'll update after this weekend, I need some time to boil over and then simmer down.

New layout.

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 03:18:12 GMT

The font is kinda fucked, but I love it.

I changed my profile page too.

SARAH WAS ON JAPANESE TV

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 23:26:43 GMT

GO. WATCH.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h28cIs7flOk

DKLJGDKLF;JGDFKL I'VE BEEN TO JAPAN? XD;;

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:27:59 GMT

Lately, I really can't remember anything.

That's bad, isn't it?

Four years ago
Six months ago
Eight days ago
Two hours ago

What happened? I really don't know.
...

A lot of the time I hear people say "I'd probably die without my friends."

But you know, I don't think that's the same for me.

in fact, maybe I'd prefer it that way.

o 3o~

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 22:26:39 GMT

I got my lip pierced. e we

That is an AWFUL picture.
Buuuut, I haven't showered in a few days and I'm to lazy to try and look good.

YAY. 8D

PS: Still praying. ; ___;

Read the second comment on my last entry [the one posted before this] if you're confused. XD;

FDJ;HLDFKG'JHD;LFJHGF

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 05:28:30 GMT

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

WHY AM I SO BAD AT THESE THINGS?

OR THINK AHEAD?

OR ONLY TALK ABOUT MYSELF?

FATE
GRAMPA
DEMON LORD

PLEASE WORK IN MY FAVOR. PLEASE.
PLEEEAAASSEEEE.

; _____________________________________________;

Jrock Revolution // Night #1

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 18:14:45 GMT

I don't think I can really string any words together to describe it's glory.
Or the amazing time I had.

I met like, 45968045 new people and now have a ton of new friends.
Who, unfortunately are all mostly abroad. D: But that's okay! I'll definatly see them again. e we;;

The first night I slept outside. c:
Oooh, the wildness that ensued.

I met Alicia, Mika and Jenn - who were so, so kind.
And took me in when I had nothing. ; ___;

I don't wanna get to much into everything because it would take 4306883 years to type out, and remember it all in order.

But lemme see if I can give side notes.

- Drunk Hobo sang Elvis to us
- Met a REALLY cute Thai boy
- Ate at Dennys [This will come up numerous times.]
- Moved up in the line
- Slept on the sidewalk [ This may sound insane, but we were like...80th in the line.]
- Dawn came
- Met Jimmie and Mike the morning of day one
- Ate at Dennys
- Played "Curses" [BEST FUCKING GAME EVER.]
- Met Ren, Amber, Mel and Sarah #2.
- Played more curses
- Walked up and down the MASSIVE line [we did this a few times too.]
- Sarah #3 joined us. [ILU SARAH.]
-Talked amongst ourselves
- .....other filler I can't remember.
- SAW MIYAVI WITH JIMMIE. 8D We walked past the parking lot when he was getting out of his car. <3333
- Got boba tea. <3
- Other stuff... [Mostly conversation and walking the line to stretch out our legs.]

WENT INSIDE. 8D

We were on the first platform, because of cutting in the line - in the end we ended up like....278, instead of in the 80s'. Pretty bad right? e we;

SO, HERE WAS THE LINE UP. 8D

- Kagrra
Oh my god. o wo~ They were so beautiful. I hadn't heard much of their stuff before hand, but what a voice Isshi has! The crowd was really into it, as was I. I really enjoyed them. <33

- DuelJewel
Mmmkay, I was never really a fan - and I'll openly admit it. I tried to get into them before going to L.A. - But I never really could. When they came on stage I was pumped, but not really...expecting anything?
I was so blown away by them. o ___o;;
Besides Miyavi - and perhaps Kagrra...and Merry, DuelJewel had the best performance I'd ever seen!
I didn't know anyone could headbang like that! XD;;
I really got into their music live, they were really good! * w*

After DuelJewel left, everyone figured it was alice nine. who would be up next. Only ten minutes passed...then fifteen, then maybe even twenty and no one took the stage.
So everyone figured it would be something big.
And it was.

- Miyavi
Words cannot describe how much I love this man. <3333
His entrance was...so, so Miyavi. XD;
He was dressed up to look all traditional, with a parasol, and came on stage with someone trailing behind him - throwing flower petals.
I loved it so much.
No one can preform like Miyavi. Yes - Dir en grey are amazing, and put on a spectacular show.
However, when it comes to the full Visual experience, I think Miyavi will always waltz his way into first place.
He did remixes of most of his songs, with the help of a rapper, a DJ, a break dancer...and...some guy in the back just kept painting pictures. XD;
It was awesome! Afterward it was announced Miyavi would be the final member of SKIN. [Yoshikis' super band containing himself, Gackt and Sugizo.] I think the majority of everyone knew - buuuut, the confromation sent everyone into a frenzy. XD;;

Theeeen Yoshiki came out to talk to us, and I cried. 8D;

After Miyavi was finished, I knew alice nine. and Vidoll were up next - Not being a fan of either bands, I left the theatre to go get spots in line for night two. [The line was already pretty big when I got there.].

BUT I'LL STOP HERE FOR RIGHT NOW.
Because the post would be WAAAAY to long. 8D
And I'm sure only like....two people will bother to skim over this. > w>''
So tomorrow I'll finish with "Night #2"

Until then...here? 8D

yay. e we~

MUCH LOVE.

COMMENT ME DAMMIT. I LOVE COMMENTS. ; W;~

- Sabo

-Explodes all over the place-

Thu, 31 May 2007 22:39:47 GMT

First of alllll~

I'd like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday via;

Myspace
Email
Phone call
Gaia

And personally. c: <333

Notice LJ isn't on that list? XD;;
Maybe I really will just give it up. e we~
Myspace has a blog option, so there's always that.

And I PROOOOOOOOOMISE this weekend to update about Jrock Revolution.
I'm just hella sick right now. e ___e;;

-Had to come home from work early-

So thank you again, everyone!

Much love;

~Sabo

Home safe home

Wed, 30 May 2007 05:41:14 GMT

mmmmhome~ <33

I missed it. XD'

But now I miss my friends in L.A. too! D:

I'll update more when I don't feel like shit.
Here' a preview of how fucking awesome it was.

.....fucking sunburn. c: <3333

Fucking airport internet.

Mon, 28 May 2007 19:20:09 GMT

so i'm 19 today. ;]

in the airport

2 dollars for 8 minutes of time.

i wanna come hooooome

<333